After driving....

I just have to go sometimes. There is no real good explanation for it. Life just builds up and the dam starts over flowing and before it shatters I have to leave. Its a therapeutic maneuver as much as it is a psychological stabilizer. My problem, a woman. One of consider beauty and spirit. I find that loving her is quite one sided, and the tragic part, for me that is, is I am the one side. However, though that be the deepest problem, my life seems riddled with all shorts of weeds. Parent's job is on the rocks; I'm a junior in college and have no clue what to do with my life; money seems to be disappearing faster than a ole miss fan at a state game. Have you ever tried to put a rubix cube together but with only half of the squares containing color to them. I pray. I read my Bible. I talk to friends and attempt a community support; however, I think God makes us go through the coals so that we know what life is like without him. I am super religious. I see meaning in everything and purpose to exist. In my opinion, I think to deny God is to deny reality, which therefore would give you a key to doing anything in this world such as murder, rape, and all those things we say that people shouldn't do because it evades some moral standard. But one when seeks to find where that moral standard comes from no seems to want to look at the obviousm, christianity. Is that ludicrouse. I think not.

Anyways, Barrack Obama was elected the president of the United States. I think on tuesday? I saw many reactions, including read way to many on the feign that is facebook. To say the least, I am quite shocked. I could not believe how many people were writing this guy as the antichrist or some kind of evil, sinister, to be completely unoriginal, Hitler. Yes, the man says some things that are crazy. Yes, he is a raging liberal and therefore is full of hot air, but thats our president. To all the conservatives who got pissed off when the liberal media began hammering Bush, that is no different from how you treat BarrackO. I mean come on there has got to be a point where people stop, take a breath, and assess the situation. I am a libertarion and absolute dislike both conservative and liberal philosophy of government; however, by electing to stand as a liberal, I also accept the fact that no matter who is elected I must serve and honor that man as my superior. To the christians who are scoffing at this might I draw your attention to the verse which clearly states render unto Ceaser that which is Ceasers. I wish people would think before they speak. If someone could create a delay drug that made all your words pass through your head before you spoke that would be a glorious thing. We have seen eight years of the conservatives now comes the reigns of the Democrats. Which one is worse, no clue. I tend to be partial towards the conservatives since I was raised conservative. But what ever happened to patriotism, to being willing to step up for ones country as a servant. I am amazed at how so little Americans even appreciate the name American. Frankly whenever anyway tells me Americans suck just because, I really want to beat their ass with the little bronze eagle ontop of the flag poles. Well, if this is how we must live then we shall. Some words passed down to me from the blue collar society has enabled me to get through life some how "half the shit you worry about never even happens, so just focus on the day, stay away from drugs, and by the end you'll have had a hell of a life." It's a crude saying, but a good one known the less.

I will be continueing my study through the book of Daniel this week. Hopefully, the Lord will give a word that electrifies not only the spirit but my aching emotions as well.